[00:00.000] 作词 : Alek Olsen/Isaiah Faber/Anthony Tubbs/James Woodcock/Evan Helm[00:00.007] 作曲 : Alek Olsen/Isaiah Faber/Anthony Tubbs/James Woodcock/Evan Helm[00:00.015] When the sun widens its eyes[00:07.815] I no longer know what's going on in here[00:17.883] Ey-ey[00:19.355] Waking up soon, but I wanna sleep[00:21.552] Nothing is worse than leaving these sheets[00:23.660] Barely awake, still brushing my teeth[00:25.656] Running the tap, rinse and repeat[00:27.505] You were the lady and I was the tramp[00:29.582] But showing you off, I felt like the champ[00:31.555] I was your favourite, but fading away[00:33.545] Leaving saliva all over my face[00:35.498] Movies on Fridays no longer a thing[00:37.549] Huh, I-I feel it sting[00:39.531] What didn't I bring? 'Cause I brought a lot[00:41.458] In case you come back I'll be saving your spot[00:43.426] Try making a difference and showing you life[00:45.414] Stuck at your side, you stuck in a knife[00:47.422] Pouring you winе, you pouring my blood[00:49.473] Wipe out my life, in need of a flood, yeah[00:51.508] I need a flood, I need an еnd[00:53.546] Scared of the truth, so I'll keep pretending[00:55.505] Don't need a reason, I've been defeated[00:57.542] Now I'm alone, I'll be looking for Jesus[00:59.592] I no longer know what's going on in here[01:06.842] Yeah, ever seen somebody die?[01:09.481] Ever cut your wrists with the bluntest of knives?[01:11.605] Hit your friends, started texting goodbyes?[01:13.434] Ain't nothing left, but death in your eyes[01:15.563] Sometimes people leavin', the lesson's acceptance[01:17.478] The older you get, harder it is to get it[01:19.105] Some people look for you, some look for an exit[01:21.373] Might hurt you, might hate it, but never regret it[01:23.530] I don't run from pain, it made me[01:25.085] How could I ever hate what it shaped me?[01:27.137] Been to hell, how could that devil faze me?[01:29.134] Wish 'em well, even when they all hate me[01:31.143] Let me be, take my soul and finally set it free[01:33.816] Spread my ashes on the seven seas[01:35.859] Let me rest in peace, when I'm dead, deceased[01:37.852] Swear a grave's the only thing that's left for me[01:39.704] I need a flood, I need an end[01:41.554] Scared of the truth, so I'll keep pretending[01:43.525] Don't need a reason, I've been defeated[01:45.470] Now I'm alone, I'll be looking for Jesus[01:47.604] I no longer know what's going on in here[01:55.534] Ain't a discography, this an effigy[01:57.289] I'm a giant, so when I am dying[01:59.677] You had better make sure that I'm buried 7 feet[02:01.825] My reflection deference to the left of me[02:03.751] Cracking under pressure don't let it get to me[02:05.650] You can even break me down chemically[02:07.789] Rapping pain, the only thing that my chemistry[02:09.618] Contains, I think that this meant for me[02:11.775] I think it's meant for me, maybe not meant to be[02:13.730] I'm sick and tired of fighting with enemies[02:15.662] Trying to cry, she lied about everything[02:17.638] I wanna die, but that's a petty thing[02:19.418] I got a lot more I could be giving[02:21.299] Some people hate me, that's a given[02:23.689] Wonder what I could've done, to act like the sun[02:25.850] And put some good use to my energy[02:27.637] I think I'm done, done, done, done[02:29.313] I wanna run, run, run, run[02:31.284] Tried to get some, some, some, some[02:33.312] And I ****ed up my funds, funds, funds, funds[02:35.530] I got like 2 years to be me[02:37.664] And I got like 3 days in a week[02:39.537] Now I got like 4 things that I need[02:41.513] And I bought like 5 pills, I'm asleep[02:43.401] Yeah you know I'm tired as shit[02:45.014] I thought I'd die as a kid[02:46.539] I brought a knife into school[02:48.045] And they told me "It is what it is"[02:49.712] Should've been locked in a prison[02:51.160] Talk about shitty decisions[02:52.614] I had to roam, no intentions[02:54.084] Told me to work for my pension[02:55.728] Nowadays, I've been getting paid[02:57.707] 'Cause the music got me some attention