[00:29.73]Living like animals with no real shame.[00:33.31]Like creatures that exist that God didn't create.[00:36.90]My body speaks to me and I understand.[00:40.33]It makes me say to it, "your wish is my command."[00:43.96]Like feeling tired but wanting to stay awake,[00:47.40]or spending money to cover up a mistake.[00:50.98]Like running fast but always taking long breaks.[00:54.56]Just like the feelings that she said she didn't fake.[00:58.03]I want to see the best version of me.[01:11.92]The me that I know is not my friend at all.[01:55.20]A man can trust himself to spend his life away.[01:58.53]Trust himself to drink 'till there's a smile on his face.[02:02.16]A drink can trust a man to have another sip.[02:05.80]A man can trust a sip to stop his trembling lips.[02:09.28]Like reading half and never open it again.[02:12.76]Saying I was there when I ain't ever been.[02:16.40]How I feel about the way God taunts.[02:19.73]The same is the way I give my body what it wants.[02:23.36]I want to see the way I want to see.[02:37.20]I'm all alone.[02:44.21]I'm not my friend at all.[03:20.25]I'm dead to me.[03:27.07]I'm just a body.[03:33.84]Is a man really alive if he can't control his own life?