[00:00.00] 作词 : 余意[00:01.00] 作曲 : Download[00:09.98]当我只剩下纸笔[00:13.01]睁着眼等黎明破曦[00:18.98]我看透了太多人心[00:22.06]却看不破自己[00:26.26]如果[00:28.48]我假装失去过的都[00:32.23]是错的你[00:35.52]如果[00:37.89]我假装失去的全是错的[00:39.76]那又如何 谁评判对错[00:41.54]我的MIC还我[00:42.75]不算出色[00:43.56]也没想输的[00:44.42]笑到哭了[00:45.28]拿时间赌的[00:46.29]成功还是失败[00:47.96]靠你们听着[00:48.92]如果[00:49.83]播放量能养活我[00:52.20]开始没能力继续洒脱[00:53.98]顾忌太多[00:54.74]想玩的起[00:55.40]及时行乐[00:56.11]不再担心如何填补[00:57.62]生活中的空洞[00:58.64]习惯了孤独[00:59.70]这过程有点漫长[01:00.96]也有点疑惑[01:01.82]但最后还是[01:02.73]用纸笔陪我[01:03.80]到底是谁选择[01:04.96]谁决定放弃我[01:06.89]我等的快疯了[01:08.76]那么我先不等了[01:15.37]我看透了太多人心[01:18.67]却看不破自己[01:22.81]如果[01:24.89]我假装失去过的都[01:28.38]是错的你[01:32.23]如果[01:34.60]如果当初是自己选择[01:38.04]放弃了自己[01:44.04]如果有时光机[01:46.48]告诉我如何面对别离[01:53.10]我逐渐质疑[01:54.06]如何对感情保持新鲜[01:55.58]是野惯了[01:56.34]还是患得患失[01:57.46]只看了明天[01:58.31]没想过今年[01:59.22]脚步悬空[02:00.03]想的太远[02:00.95]像只受惊的野兔[02:02.26]步履蹒跚[02:02.97]以为踏遍了荆棘[02:04.28]的光亮是天[02:05.75]一念之间[02:06.66]又回到地狱[02:07.62]深陷窘境[02:08.38]如果说全都注定[02:09.55]那我会像2015年[02:10.56]第一次拿起的笔[02:12.88]再次斩破[02:13.64]楚门的边境[02:14.65]这场革命喜忧参半[02:15.97]但小爷就是要[02:17.08]破了已定的局[02:18.04]不管到底是谁[02:19.20]让我走过的陷阱[02:20.42]再苦也没认过命[02:22.24]也别想套住我[02:23.96]I will be my[02:25.27]all by myself[02:26.84]you know that[02:30.79]我看透了太多人心[02:33.93]却看不破自己[02:38.08]如果[02:40.46]我假装失去过的都[02:43.96]是错的你[02:47.41]如果[02:49.94]如果当初是自己选择[02:53.33]放弃了自己[02:59.35]如果有时光机[03:01.93]告诉我如何面对别离