[00:00.000] 作曲 : BEN BEAL/Benjamin Ross Beal[00:00.407]I got my weed rolled[00:01.376]Million miles beneath home[00:03.182]Dug myself out of a deep hole[00:04.938]I lost myself in the process[00:06.748]Where were you[00:08.790]I know that I don’t react right[00:10.536]Hooked on the feeling of last night[00:12.323]I saw your face in the past life[00:14.204]I’m there for you[00:16.269]I’m sorry for the instances I couldn’t see our differences[00:19.661]I’m different, feeling distant[00:21.347]From the girl I knew[00:23.540]Staring at the three dots[00:25.632]Sorry if I seem off[00:27.129]These days I’m scared of you[00:30.430]Life been grainy lately[00:31.470]Don’t know if it’s me or you but I ****ing hate it[00:33.610]Save a seat for me despite the fact you hate me[00:36.069]And don’t hesitate to say it[00:37.208]Hues of blue don’t change the mood[00:39.186]Cerulean, the indigo, the shades of navy[00:40.930]Sorry for the lack of presence[00:42.397]Maybe I just feel the comfort inside the safety[00:44.509]Wonder when Imma get sick of my medicine[00:46.236]I’ve been so numb and I’m done[00:48.209]**** it Ben, come again? I don’t hear anything[00:50.309]We can recoup after brunch[00:51.824]Catch me slumped up in this coma[00:53.481]Hope nobody’s coming over[00:55.347]Every second got me colder[00:57.162]It's these bottomless mimosas[00:58.936]Your ghost is still inside my house[01:00.798]My roommates hate me cause the plates are breaking[01:02.915]Furniture misplaced, sleep paralysis demon waiting[01:06.464]You help me fight these moments like Christian Bale to that guy on set[01:10.478]Smoking weed at midnight after having wild breakup sex[01:14.218]I got my weed rolled[01:15.196]Million miles beneath home[01:16.889]Dug myself out of a deep hole[01:18.640]I lost myself in the process[01:20.323]Where were you[01:22.024]I know that I don’t react right[01:24.138]Hooked on the feeling of last night[01:25.991]I saw your face in the past life[01:27.936]I’m there for you[01:29.644]I’m sorry for the instances I couldn’t see our differences[01:33.428]I’m different, feeling distant[01:35.187]From the girl I knew[01:37.309]Staring at the three dots[01:39.073]Sorry if I seem off[01:40.853]These days I’m scared of you[01:44.638]These days?[01:45.308]I can’t help but be confused[01:47.270]When jumping to conclusions led me halfway to the moon[01:50.679]I took some space for my health[01:52.395]And saved some space for myself[01:54.324]'Til I escaped someplace else[01:56.460]Where I can stay in my room[01:57.972]I'm tired of hearing “Everybody goes through it”[02:01.174]When I’m weaker[02:01.924]God’s giving his strangest battles to his most valuable speaker[02:05.436]I spent a week in August deep in thoughts[02:07.688]Just being odd it left me bothered[02:09.507]In a world full of moving parts[02:11.649]It didn’t need me to be apart of, clearly[02:13.986]Rarely weak and weary[02:15.749]But it’s really hard to steer me[02:17.873]When every conversation ends in awkward disappearin'[02:21.373]Well it shouldn’t be so hard to open up[02:23.796]But girl my castle got a moat and a broken door on the drawbridge[02:27.996]I got my weed rolled[02:29.002]Million miles beneath home[02:30.789]Dug myself out of a deep hole[02:32.571]I lost myself in the process[02:34.007]Where were you[02:36.220]I know that I don’t react right[02:38.068]Hooked on the feeling of last night[02:39.873]I saw your face in the past life[02:41.764]I’m there for you[02:43.617]I’m sorry for the instances I couldn’t see our differences[02:47.187]I’m different, feeling distant[02:48.942]From the girl I knew[02:51.180]Staring at the three dots[02:53.035]Sorry if I seem off[02:55.301]These days I’m scared of you