[00:00.00] 作词 : pH-1[00:01.00] 作曲 : pH-1 / Mokyo[00:09.62]I'm feeling like dying on this filthy bed[00:11.54]For all the bad bad sins that I should repent[00:13.92]So I could get to turn up with the dead presidents[00:16.29]Heaven or hell[00:17.08]I pick and choose my residence[00:18.80]Now I don't mind if this moment's really the death of me[00:21.28]As long as I can rest in peace with you next to me[00:23.75]Slow dancing in a burning room inside of our tomb[00:26.10]Body movin' and groovin' like we on ecstasy[00:28.12][00:28.65]Wait hol' up[00:29.76]Why you leaving so early in the morning[00:31.61]Did I ask too many questions[00:32.71]Push you right into a corner[00:34.03]I'm sorta kind a obsessive[00:35.09]But it's only cuz I love you[00:36.31]Please don't find it disturbing[00:37.43]That I sprayed all your perfume[00:38.75]In my room in my toilet[00:39.86]Tmi did I spoil it[00:41.78]My shrink told me that too much honesty's a poison[00:44.04]She also told me that my mind's a big prison[00:46.04]With no light passing[00:46.71]An opaque prism[00:47.81][00:49.06]Broken glasses in my head[00:51.67]Living like I'm dead[00:53.22][00:53.86]My affection seems to offend[00:56.21]Every one of my friends[00:58.05][00:58.77]My shrink told me[01:00.68]My last hope's to off it[01:02.87][01:03.74]My shrink told me[01:05.25]My last hope's off it[01:07.52]I think I finally figured out[01:08.58]The reason why you left me[01:09.81]It's all because[01:10.39]I tried to love you when I wasn't ready[01:12.26]I mean how the hell could I even[01:13.58]I hate myself[01:14.56]Sorry for crying but girl[01:15.74]You don't know the shame I felt[01:17.26]You keep on making comparisons[01:18.50]With twisted narratives[01:19.60]But I still think you're beautiful[01:20.79]I must be an appearancist[01:22.23]Now I know why god's been silent[01:24.49]I swear it cut me deeper than domestic violence[01:26.68]Yea I get it now I get it[01:28.22]I'm hard to love[01:29.14]But between us[01:29.95]There's something that's apart from lust[01:31.90]Give it time[01:32.82]And I think you'll understand me[01:34.23]Oh you're leaving[01:35.11]Now wait what does that mean[01:36.31][01:37.00]Voice in my head sounds like white noises[01:39.28]My shrink told me[01:40.01]That too much honesty's a poison[01:41.78]She also told me that my mind's a big prison[01:43.72]With no light passing[01:44.48]An opaque prism[01:45.58][01:46.85]Broken glasses in my head[01:49.26]Living like I'm dead[01:50.81][01:51.50]My affection seems to offend[01:53.81]Every one of my friends[01:55.63][01:56.54]My shrink told me[01:58.16]My last hope's to off it[02:00.25][02:01.29]My shrink told me[02:02.82]My last hope's to off it