PTSD - Dreamville/Omen.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Marian Mereba/Damon Coleman/Deante' Van Hitchcock/Alexandria Rosemond/Carissa Murray/Cameron Osteen
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Marian Mereba/Damon Coleman/Deante' Van Hitchcock/Alexandria Rosemond/Carissa Murray/Cameron Osteen
[00:19.849] Used to bend for me like the steel of a hatchback
[00:22.373] You was there for Q like a fourth grade class fact
[00:24.847] Q was in for me, never needed to ask that
[00:27.211] PTSD, now I'm having a flashback
[00:29.764] Told me I'm sweet, can't sleep in the trap trap
[00:32.004] Enemy, envy, make the strap go brrat brrat
[00:34.830] You the missing piece, no peace when I sleep now
[00:37.208] Used to practice peace, finna sleep with the piece now
[00:40.511] Know I'ma miss you long as I'm alive
[00:42.990] You said you either gon' get rich or die tryin'
[00:45.472] I wish I didn't have a song to write
[00:47.744] I know you'd probably rather me keep it light
[00:50.119] My mama told me faith is all that I need
[00:51.947] And back in the day I would've agreed, but now it's hard to believe
[00:55.004] I still do, not 'cause I want, 'cause I need to
[00:57.239] Believe in something greater than me without being able to see it
[00:59.998] So **** a watch, I wear my heart on my sleeve
[01:01.981] Nobody knows my sorrow, nobody knows about the trouble I seen
[01:04.906] A lot of dead n***as livin' through me, shawty, but not in the literal
[01:08.137] Most 'em dead 'cause they ain't follow they dream
[01:10.032] The power of a higher entity entered me
[01:12.157] Mentally, physically, spiritually, I'm on a whole different energy
[01:15.111] **** the world, but I need you to remember me
[01:16.947] I had doubt in myself 'cause I used to fear that you would look at me differently
[01:20.105] If I ever changed, I'm numb to it now, I don't feel the same
[01:22.956] A slave to the feeling, I'm breaking the chains
[01:24.947] Tryna balance out the joy, the pain, the sun, the rain
[01:27.762] My life and the fame, done lost the game
[01:29.772] The guilt, the shame, my skin, my veins
[01:31.553] My soul done rained so much on my heart
[01:33.700] Really I don't know where to start
[01:35.143] The irony of finding self in the dark
[01:36.914] My n***a, truthfully, feel like it's two of me, I should've been on that ark
[01:39.970] A love-hate relationship with my thoughts, I'm tryna shine in my own light
[01:43.558] The realest n***a left in my own right
[01:45.300] Helping you with your vices but can't seem to get a grip on my own life, yeah
[01:50.575] I was on my way down, breakdowns, breakthroughs
[01:52.919] Bitter 'bout my debut, gotta say I stayed true
[01:55.431] Maybe why I stayed broke, I been on a goose chase
[01:57.831] Gotta swallow pride when they see me, how the truth taste?
[02:00.365] Off the beaten path like Blueface
[02:02.339] On the North Side, had to be a Tuesday
[02:05.055] Walkin' slow with your kids on a school day
[02:07.416] Way past midnight suddenly my mood change
[02:09.858] That's when the truth came, in New York hearing rumors
[02:12.787] My sister was homeless, don't visit her often
[02:15.239] Been years since we talked, number changed
[02:17.564] Saw you and my heart broke in a couple ways
[02:19.982] I can't believe when I seen you, I knew s**t was true
[02:22.661] Stared in your eyes and I saw a different you
[02:25.318] Skated off fast 'fore I could address it
[02:27.527] Hope I run into you 'fore we both get to Heaven
[02:29.394] We 'ight, we 'ight
[02:34.027] You opened up my eyes and helped me see the light
[02:38.962] We 'ight, we 'ight
[02:44.060] You opened up my eyes and helped me see the light, ayy
[02:52.086] Yeah, hahahaha
[02:54.218] We just kickin' it, you know, ayy, woah
[02:58.100] I'm here with all my friends
[03:00.013] This is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? What?
[03:04.856] And the hoes
[03:07.990] Hahahaha, yeah
[03:09.872] Said this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what?
[03:15.059] And the hoes
[03:17.826] Can't forget about the hoes, yeah
[03:20.126] For the homies, for the homies, for the homies, what? What?
[03:25.250] And the hoes
[03:28.516] (Ayy, that s**t sound tight)
[03:30.279] This is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? What?
[03:35.121] And the hoes
[03:37.964] Hahahaha, yeah
[03:39.279] Said this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what?
[03:45.081] And the hoes
[03:47.772] Can't forget about the hoes, yeah
[03:49.245] For the homies, for the homies, for the homies, what? What?
[03:53.760] And the hoes