[00:00.000] 作词 : 水玥[00:00.063] 作曲 : 水玥[00:00.126] 编曲 : 水玥[00:00.191]后期调音:小冰[00:00.688]PROD BY MEGA[00:01.437][00:01.937](诶诶,这里水玥,如果这一切都可以重来一次的话,我希望,我可以做一次自己,也许这样,我就可以活的更快乐一点吧)[00:20.183][00:22.185]无效沟通多迟钝[00:23.693]情感缺失的部分[00:24.685]失落和失望平均[00:25.947]留下的遗憾化为分寸[00:27.688]被迫踏上的旅程[00:29.189]陈述理由不充分[00:30.435]理想与现实划分[00:31.690]时钟敲不醒装睡的人[00:32.696][00:33.698]在什么时候和自己的邂逅[00:37.688]挣扎过后再也没法将就[00:41.693]长大又在什么时候[00:44.690][00:44.938][00:45.446](喂喂)[00:47.447]多希望一切可以重头[00:49.183]这崭新的一天[00:50.686]似乎缺少了什么有些遗漏[00:52.937]话说到嘴边却又说不出口[00:54.945]想说的真心话[00:55.945]一点点都被粉碎在那暗淡的眼眸[00:58.452]三天两头的往外跑[00:59.947]家又在哪城市喧嚣[01:01.444]混混度日不再强调[01:02.951]把手放在心上祈祷祈祷不用再吃药[01:06.435][01:07.183]I MISS YOU[01:08.200]I MISS YOU[01:09.943]I MISS YOU[01:10.704]I MISS YOU[01:12.700]黑夜里陪我的烟和酒[01:15.942]睡梦中哭湿的枕头[01:19.452]希望自己可以忘记所有[01:23.693]对自己好一点想想以后[01:28.183][01:29.191]缺失的爱从哪能找的回来[01:31.941]放弃的念头一瞬间充斥脑海[01:34.449]在自我矛盾中期盼能有意外[01:37.190]逃避能解决问题一遍一遍麻痹自己大脑一片空白[01:40.950]等等[01:41.458]不想再听别人说话[01:43.435]失意的时候偶尔看看晚霞[01:45.191]睡着了也许就能听清楚自己的想法[01:47.948]读不懂自己的心好像是有点傻[01:50.953][01:51.693]有点意外[01:52.949]和谁对白[01:54.443]白雪皑皑[01:55.694]少了点存在[01:56.937]调整心情[01:58.686]混沌交替[01:59.949]没了勇气[02:00.948]怎么做自己[02:02.441]really, really want to love myself[02:05.455]really, really want to love myself[02:08.200]really, really want to love myself[02:10.941]really, really want to love myself[02:13.699][02:14.203]冲动支配还是自己不对[02:15.943]这世界让我感觉自己真的很狼狈[02:18.695]最熟悉的家[02:19.951]陌生的可怕[02:20.940]当自己一个人时环绕在身边的只有一个布娃娃[02:24.438]铁树也不曾开花[02:25.682]夜莺也不再说话[02:27.186]模糊的轮廓[02:27.943]依旧是心里最痛苦的疤[02:29.937]三点三十三分[02:31.195]再也听不见了吧[02:32.692]还是独自一人承受下所有的惩罚[02:35.186][02:36.191]无效沟通多迟钝[02:38.943]情感缺失的部分[02:41.698]失落和失望平均[02:44.443]留下的那些遗憾化为分寸[02:46.948]被迫踏上的旅程[02:50.192]陈述理由不充分[02:52.938]理想与现实划分[02:55.441]时钟敲不醒那些装睡的人[02:58.195][02:58.686]really, really want to love myself[03:01.686]really, really want to love myself[03:04.437]really, really want to love myself[03:07.432]really, really want to love myself