[00:00.000] 作曲 : Shon Lindauer/LIL NARNIA/Jay Droegemeier[00:15.484] Day 38, can't make it[00:19.524] Counting scars like marks in the pavement[00:22.578] All the love in me turned to hatred[00:26.299] And beautiful things bring pain when[00:29.727] They're gone like we all will be[00:32.825] Wish I could kill my ****ing feelings[00:36.454] Stuck in this hell, scratched your name in the ceiling[00:40.822] Starting to think that this is really how it ends[00:44.245] Been 6 months since I've seen you[00:48.897] Hope you're doing good, yeah, me too[00:52.041] Things have changed so much and I've seen a new life[00:56.419] It all fell into place without you by my side[01:00.010] Then 10 years came and went so quick[01:03.869] Your first love's gone and got 3 kids[01:06.967] It took so long but there's so much I've missed[01:10.561] I've learned life hurts but I love this[01:13.583] And all I ever really wanted was you in it[01:21.412] Maybe I'm meant to spend forever as a masochist[01:29.128] All I have left is in my head[01:32.386] A blank space with your name in it[01:36.214] Wish you would have stayed but I understand[01:39.610] I went too deep and drowned again[01:43.357] I think the pain made me love instead[01:47.032] Pulled out the pages inside my head[01:50.786] Felt what it means to see everything[01:54.982] And every being for what it is[01:58.577] I still miss you so much[02:03.068] But everything's hopeless and it's not so bad[02:07.719] Add another slash and run it back screaming[02:12.574] Day 38, can't make it[02:17.303] Counting scars like marks in the pavement[02:20.281] All the love in me turned to hatred[02:24.161] And beautiful things bring pain when[02:27.824] They're gone like we all will be[02:31.414] Wish I could kill my ****ing feelings[02:35.081] Stuck in this hell, scratched your name in the ceiling[02:38.345] Starting to think that this is really how it ends[02:43.273] Been 6 months since I've seen you[02:46.003] Hope you're doing good, yeah, me too[02:50.001] Things have changed so much and I've seen a new life[02:54.000] It all fell into place without you by my side[02:57.390] Then 10 years came and went so quick[03:01.065] Your first love's gone and got 3 kids[03:05.018] It took so long but there's so much I've missed[03:08.812] I've learned life hurts but I love this