SOMNIPHOBIA - Afourteen/TEENAGE DISASTER.mp3

[00:10.59]Sittin down right on my bedside
[00:12.66]Sleepless nights when i dont feel right
[00:15.20]Locked inside a dungeon can't you help me
[00:20.26]Isolated from my friends
[00:22.68]Swear this **** just never ends
[00:25.32]Feels like my body's growing colder
[00:30.46]Woke up in my own vomit last night
[00:35.97]Wish i was taken in my sleep, god help me
[00:41.21]I never found myself and maybe thats for the best
[00:51.05]Just tell me to look up but youre never understanding the view
[00:55.91]A world of liars they conspire on my every move
[01:00.92]I got the flu
[01:02.35]And im givin up
[01:03.73]My stomach hurts and im a mess
[01:06.22]Lie to my face, then call it quits
[01:08.74]My love for you wasn't adequate
[01:11.64]Existential, i'll never make it
[01:17.33]Trapped in infinity
[01:21.97]We're so small in the face of god, so shut the **** up and do your job
[01:27.39]It dont matter anyway
[01:31.36]Sometimes I wake up feeling impatient
[01:36.43]Loosing my head
[01:42.14]Aye lemme think a minute
[01:43.45]You don’t mother****in mother****in see the vision uh
[01:46.48]Yah yah lemme breathe a minute
[01:48.38]You ain’t gotta do the **** that you been doin to me **** you
[01:51.59]Yea I need to get my ass back home everytime I leave the house man I feel led on
[01:56.13]Wassupp wit that cut from front to back
[01:58.41]You don’t love me back no don’t act like that
[02:00.77]Come home drunk as **** jumping off the bridge **** that break my wrist
[02:04.74]And I don’t wanna go back home tonight
[02:07.06]Cuz I don’t wanna right my wrongs tonight
[02:11.79]So I just like conversations mean what they mean I hold back all this hatred
[02:27.88]Inside my dreams
[02:32.85]And I’m so sick with you and your so sick of me
[02:37.93]I can’t even breathe
[02:43.26]Nananananana nanananana
[02:52.02]Fall asleep inside your arms
[02:54.38]Kill anybody that means you harm
[02:56.93]Alcohol for breakfast lunch and dinner
[03:01.97]Downers just to numb the pain
[03:04.44]Drown all the voices inside my brain
[03:07.01]Toxic at our core, but we blame the world of course
[03:13.42]Im so sick of you
[03:15.79]Youre so sick of me
[03:23.65]Im so sick of you
[03:25.98]Youre so sick of me
[03:28.62]I can’t even breathe
[03:33.72]I can’t even breathe
[03:37.76]Soooooo ohhhhh
[03:47.58]I’m so sick of you
[03:52.63]Ive been singin sad songs since i was youngin
[03:54.22]Paint my nails black, then those ******* called me a ******
[03:57.52]Now its cool to be sad, **** to be depressed
[04:00.02]Now im pissed off, straight up, blow my damn top off
[04:02.68]Lil spiders in the dark tellin me its alright
[04:05.67]I got bullets for you mother****ers tryna act tight
[04:08.16]Doin shows for a minute i can really say i did it
[04:13.01]Its a sick world we live in
[04:17.44]And im not sure i want to stay at all
[04:23.55]Im done
[04:25.16]I give up
[04:30.06]And my mind comes toppling down when I think of
[04:34.72]Getting out of bed
[04:37.91]And im so broken down, cannot be repaired
[04:46.36]Im so sick
[04:50.34]Im so tired
[04:54.40]Im so beaten down
[04:58.47]I dont wanna go, but i think i have to
[05:12.12]Why do we live like this
[05:15.47]And Why do we live like this
[05:18.96]I fell in love with your lips
[05:22.30]They're my worst enemy
[05:25.67]They're my worst enemy
[05:29.15]I fell in love at 17
[05:32.50]I fell in love at 17
[05:35.95]And now your opposite with me
[05:39.31]Sit with me
[05:41.13]Take my arms watch me bleed
[05:44.54]Take my eyes make me see
[05:47.89]I am so incomplete
[05:51.33]I am so incomplete
[05:56.59]I am so