[00:09.65]I was young, I'd seen it all[00:13.21]A cemetery in the middle of a super mall[00:16.91]I went to school, I never learned[00:20.62]How it feels, how everything you love can burn[00:24.92]And it never stops, it's all I got[00:28.74]And I never know when to turn[00:32.41]Like a merry-go-round, it all comes around again[00:36.91][00:37.32]And I don't know why I'm here[00:41.50]I don't know where I'll go[00:44.65]If I don't give it time, how can this garden grow?[00:51.92]I don't know what I've lost and I don't know where to get it back[00:58.79]But I'm holdin' on[01:02.42]Yes, I'm holdin' on for as long as I can[01:08.12][01:15.11]I moved away, I left the band[01:18.72]I saw it coming, it was written on the back of my hand[01:22.22]And every day, I could feel something missing[01:26.88]I went home to get a record deal[01:30.46]And my mother said, "You're theirs to your dead,[01:34.57]To them, it's just another meal."[01:37.71]Now I'm fat with regret, I'm placing my bet on me[01:42.30][01:42.73]I don't know why I'm here[01:46.50]I don't know where I'll go[01:50.11]If I don't give it time, how can this garden grow?[01:57.41]I don't know what I've lost and I don't know where to get it back[02:04.30]But I'm holdin' on[02:07.93]Yes I'm holdin' on for as long as I can[02:13.25][02:13.93]It's not over yet, no, it's not even close[02:18.54]My heart is younger, stronger than 100 cowards in a row[02:25.92]And all my curiosity will keep me asking, "What went wrong?"[02:33.36]When it's all done, when it's gone,[02:35.80]No, it won't be long 'til I'm traveling back in time[02:41.91]To a place when I was mine[02:59.23]I don't know why I'm here[03:02.86]I don't know where I'll go[03:06.49]If I don't give it time, how can this garden grow?[03:13.74]I don't know what I've lost and I don't know where to get it back[03:20.65]But I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on[03:31.72]I'm holdin' on for as long as I can