FEAR. - Kendrick Lamar.mp3

[00:00.00] 作词 : Kendrick Lamar/Dale Warren/Alan Maman
[00:01.00] 作曲 : Kendrick Lamar/Dale Warren/Alan Maman
[00:09.36]I don't think I can find a way to make it on this earth
[00:13.79]What's up family, yeah it's yo cousin Carl man, just given' you a call man.
[00:17.90]I know you been havin' a lot on yo mind lately and I know you feel like ya know people ain't been prayin' for you
[00:23.23]but you have to understand this man, that we are cursed people.
[00:26.97]Deuteronomy 28:28 says "The Lord shall smite thee with madness, and blindness, and astonishment of heart".
[00:33.95]See family that's why you feel like you feel like you got a chip on your shoulder.
[00:38.00]Until you finally get the memo, you will always feel that way
[00:38.45]Why God, why God do I gotta suffer?
[00:41.63]Pain in my heart carry burdens full of struggle
[00:44.82]Why God, why God do I gotta bleed?
[00:48.20]Every stone thrown at you restin' at my feet
[00:51.20]Why God, why God do I gotta suffer?
[00:54.42]Earth is no more, why don't you burn this shit?
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[01:26.44]I beat yo' ass, keep talkin' back
[01:28.20]I beat yo' ass, who bought you that?
[01:29.66]You stole it, I beat yo' ass if you say that game is broken
[01:32.35]I beat yo' ass if you jump on my couch
[01:34.86]I beat yo' ass if you walk in this house with tears in your eyes
[01:37.92]Runnin' from poopoo and 'prentice
[01:39.59]Go back outside, I beat yo' ass lil *****
[01:42.14]That homework better be finished, I beat yo' ass
[01:44.36]Yo' teachers better not be ****ing' 'bout you in class
[01:46.81]That pizza better not be wasted, you eat it all
[01:49.20]That TV better not be loud if you got it on
[01:51.57]Them Jordans better not get dirty when I just bought 'em
[01:54.27]Better not hear 'bout you ****ing on Keisha's daughter
[01:56.49]Better not hear you got caught up, I beat yo' ass
[01:58.89]You better not run to your father, I beat yo' ass
[02:01.18]You know my patience runnin' thin
[02:02.63]I got buku payments to make
[02:04.56]County building's on my ass
[02:05.96]Tryna take my food stamps away
[02:07.98]I beat yo' ass if you tell them social workers he live here
[02:11.13]I beat yo' ass if I beat yo' ass twice and you still here
[02:14.52]Seven years old, think you run this house by yourself?
[02:17.75]B***h, you gon' fear me if you don't fear no one else
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[02:20.81]If I can smoke fear away, I roll that shit up
[02:25.84]And then I take two puffs
[02:30.32]I'm high now, I'm high now
[02:33.39]I'm high now, I'm high now
[02:36.58]Life's a b***h, pull them panties to the side now
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[02:40.00]I don't think I can prolly find a way to make it on this earth
[02:43.60]I'll prolly die anonymous
[02:44.69]I'll prolly die with promises
[02:46.28]I'll prolly die walkin' back home from the candy house
[02:49.45]I'll prolly die 'cause these colors are standin' out
[02:52.64]I'll prolly die because I ain't know Demarcus was snitchin'
[02:55.89]I'll prolly die at these house parties, ****ing with b*****s
[02:59.11]I'll prolly die from witnesses leavin' me false accused
[03:02.29]I'll prolly die from thinkin' that me and your hood was cool
[03:05.51]Or maybe die from pressin' the line, actin' too extra
[03:08.65]Or maybe die because these smokers are more than desperate
[03:11.85]I'll prolly die from one of these bats and blue badges
[03:15.36]Body slammed on black and white paint, my bones snappin'
[03:18.40]Or maybe die from panic or die from bein' too lax
[03:21.55]Or die from waitin' on it, die 'cause I'm movin' too fast
[03:24.76]I'll prolly die tryna buy **** at the apartments
[03:27.88]I'll prolly die tryna diffuse two homies arguin'
[03:31.13]I'll prolly die 'cause that's what you do when you're 17
[03:34.36]All worries in a hurry, I wish I controlled things
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[03:37.47]If I could smoke fear away, I'd roll that shit up
[03:42.56]And then I'd take two puffs
[03:45.22]I've been hungry all my life
[03:46.98]I'm high now, I'm high now
[03:50.20]I'm high now, I'm high now
[03:53.29]Life's a b***h, pull them panties to the side now, now
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[04:02.84]When I was 27, I grew accustomed to more fear
[04:06.30]Accumulated 10 times over throughout the years
[04:09.47]My newfound life made all of me magnified
[04:12.68]How many accolades do I need to block denial?
[04:15.94]The shock value of my success put bolts in me
[04:19.21]All this money, is God playin' a joke on me?
[04:22.61]Is it for the moment and will he see me as Job?
[04:25.61]Take it from me and leave me worse than I was before?
[04:28.89]At 27, my biggest fear was losin' it all
[04:31.90]Scared to spend money, had me sleepin' from hall to hall
[04:35.16]Scared to go back to Section 8 with my mama stressin'
[04:38.47]30 shows a month and I still won't buy me no Lexus
[04:41.60]What is an advisor somebody that's holdin' my checks?
[04:44.44]Just to **** me over and put my finances in debt?
[04:47.80]I read a case about Rihanna's accountant and wondered
[04:51.15]How did the bad girl feel when she looked at them numbers?
[04:54.29]The type of shit'll make me flip out and just kill somethin', drill somethin'
[04:58.10]Get ill and fill ratchets with a lil' somethin'
[05:00.34]I practiced runnin' from fear, guess I had some good luck
[05:03.59]At 27 years old, my biggest fear was bein' judged
[05:06.99]How they look at me reflect on myself, my family, my city
[05:10.16]What they say 'bout me reveal if my reputation would miss me
[05:13.30]What they see from me would trickle down generations in time
[05:16.39]What they hear from me would make 'em highlight my simplest lines
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[05:19.43]I'm talkin' fear, fear of losin' creativity
[05:22.61]I'm talkin' fear, fear of missin' out on you and me
[05:25.86]I'm talkin' fear, fear of losin' loyalty from pride
[05:29.29]'Cause my DNA won't let me involve in the light of God
[05:32.31]I'm talkin' fear, fear that my humbleness is gone
[05:35.55]I'm talkin' fear, fear that love ain't livin' here no more
[05:38.70]I'm talkin' fear, fear that it's wickedness or weakness
[05:42.31]Fear, whatever it is, both is distinctive
[05:45.55]Fear, what happens on Earth stays on Earth
[05:48.24]And I can't take these feelings with me so hopefully they disperse
[05:51.74]Within fourteen tracks, carried out over wax
[05:54.92]Searchin' for resolutions until somebody get back
[05:58.30]Fear, what happens on earth stays on earth
[06:01.25]And I can't take these feelings with me so hopefully they disperse
[06:04.54]Within fourteen tracks, carried out over wax
[06:07.76]Wonderin' if I'm livin' through fear or livin' through rap
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[06:11.30]Damn
[06:11.51]Goddamn you
[06:14.72]Goddamn me
[06:17.89]Goddamn us
[06:21.12]Goddamn we
[06:23.90]Goddamn us all
[06:29.17]Verse two says you only have I known of all the families of the earth,
[06:34.65]therefore I will punish you for all your iniquities.
[06:38.89]So until we come back to these commandments, until you come back to these commandments,
[06:43.55]we're gonna be in this place, we're gonna be under this curse.
[06:46.50]Because he said he's gonna punish us, the so-called Blacks, Hispanics,
[06:50.48]and Native American Indians, are the true children of Israel.
[06:56.50]We are the Israelites according to the Bible.
[06:59.00]The children of Israel, he's gonna punish us for our inequities.
[07:02.74]For our disobedience because we chose to follow other gods that aren't his son, so the Lord thy God chasten you.
[07:11.35]So just like your children, your own son, he's gonna chastise you because he loves you.
[07:17.11]So that's why we get chastised, that's why we're in the position we're in.
[07:21.45]Until we come back to these laws, statutes and commandments, and do what the Lord said, these curses are gonna be upon us.
[07:28.59]We're gonna be at a lower state in this life that we live here in today, in the United States of America.
[07:35.99]I love you, family, and I pray for you. God bless you, shalom