[00:00.00] 作词 : Alex O'Connor[00:01.00] 作曲 : Alex O'Connor[00:35.68]Yeah I don't know where to start[00:37.15]How do you admit that you're falling apart[00:39.32][00:42.76]I mean how will I admit that I'm falling apart[00:45.27][00:45.97]My mother's gonna worry but I'm fine in my heart[00:48.35][00:49.26]I've lived the words that I've said[00:51.07]And I live with a voice[00:52.05]That tends to tell me that I'm **** in my head[00:53.95][00:54.50]Well maybe I should **** it and be happy instead[00:57.12][01:00.82]I should just say **** it and be happy instead right right[01:06.63][01:08.78]Cus' there's a lot of people try to tell me how to deal with myself[01:11.50][01:12.36]But I'm not gonna listen if you mention my health[01:14.57][01:15.12]I don't care[01:16.22]Don't tell me and don't text me[01:17.52][01:18.14]'Cos that kind of **** upsets me just kind of affects me[01:21.15]It's bringing me down and I'm not gonna lie[01:23.09][01:23.73]These days I prefer to just not be outside[01:26.06][01:26.66]And these days I just end up spending all of my time[01:29.26][01:29.83]With my girlfriend but to be honest I think that's alright[01:31.89][01:32.65]'Cos time keeps rollin' and I'm just makin' songs[01:37.14][01:38.03]I'm doing my best[01:39.03][01:40.91]Still find myself stressed[01:43.23][01:44.27]And I'm no longer sure where I belong[01:48.16][01:49.61]I'm starting to rust[01:50.40][01:52.58]Don't know who to trust[01:53.51][01:56.61]Don't trust anyone not even me[01:58.91][01:59.50]Some people concentrate on style too much[02:01.39][02:02.17]But I think I just force myself to smile too much[02:04.36][02:05.00]And I should zoom in for the best[02:06.60][02:07.14]I wanna live my life with no stress[02:08.69][02:09.28]Love life and feel blessed like[02:10.56][02:11.32]It's kind of funny on the inside[02:12.64][02:13.28]I'm tryin' to be a man but really I'm just a little child ****[02:16.54][02:17.35]And that's pretty much it[02:18.21][02:18.72]Yeah that's pretty much it[02:20.03]Is there anything else[02:20.81][02:21.40]Oh yeah[02:21.93]My jaw hurts a lot because I grind it with stress mhm[02:24.69]I was an idiot recently and lost a lot of my friends naw[02:27.90]Nothing brings me joy and nothing makes me smile[02:29.91][02:30.44]Being at school makes me aware of how I haven't been myself in awhile oh[02:34.27]And I wonder what it was like to be 11[02:35.80][02:36.42]Wonder if there's such a thing as life after death[02:39.10]Such a thing as heaven why[02:40.27][02:40.84]Every now and then I think about the fact[02:42.95]That I'd become a legend if I died at 27