[00:00.00] 作词 : Anson Long-Seabra/Amy Allen[00:01.00] 作曲 : Anson Long-Seabra/Amy Allen[00:12.63]Same ceiling different day oh[00:15.67]I'm awake so[00:17.95]Stay on my phone for fourteen hours again[00:21.31]Same Lucky Charms in the same bowl[00:24.49]Look for rainbows[00:26.75]But all the colors just go gray in the end[00:30.17]Wish I could say wish I could say[00:34.48]That this won't last forever[00:38.96]But every day but every day[00:43.38]It never seems to get better[00:47.98]I hate myself but I don't want to[00:52.30]I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to[00:56.70]I got some feelings I've been fighting[01:00.20]Always hiding the truth[01:03.62]I hate myself but I don't want to[01:07.98]Friends say that I'm dramatic[01:11.19]That I'm acting[01:13.40]Yeah I'm just looking for attention again[01:16.68]I never thought that this would happen[01:19.86]Kind of sad when[01:22.29]When all you got is just a voice in your head[01:25.64]Wish I could say wish I could say[01:30.00]That this won't last forever[01:34.49]But every day but every day[01:39.04]It never seems to get better[01:43.36]I hate myself but I don't want to[01:47.79]I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to[01:52.22]I got some feelings I've been fighting[01:55.61]Always hiding the truth[01:59.12]I hate myself but I don't want to[02:03.36]I hate myself but I don't want to[02:09.92]I don't wanna live my life like this[02:14.23]Going through the motions[02:18.69]I don't wanna live my life like this[02:23.12]Always feeling broken[02:30.00]I hate myself but I don't want to[02:34.45]I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to[02:38.89]I got some feelings I've been fighting[02:42.33]Always hiding the truth[02:45.77]I hate myself but I don't want to[02:49.95]I hate myself but I don't want to[02:54.45]I hate myself but I don't want to[02:58.93]I hate myself but I don't want to