[00:00.000] 作曲 : Evan Helm/Matthias Embry/Marc Indigo[00:18.478] These desires will blind you[00:22.463] And that's the start of the end[00:27.113] I'm just trying to remind you[00:31.363] I won't take part of pretend[00:35.720] Now I see evil inside you[00:39.983] And wicked thoughts in my head[00:44.433] I want this light without darkness[00:48.678] What is life without sin[00:52.374][00:52.568] What is peace without chaos?[00:54.152] And lately what planet's god been on?[00:56.036] Why am I constantly just getting shit on[00:58.220] Everything's changed, now it feels like a spin off[01:00.462] I guess it's my problem for caring too much[01:02.596] The Universe gave me more love[01:04.130] Than regulator people can dare bare to touch[01:06.287] But that's the reason that everything ****ed[01:08.553][01:08.563] There's a knife in my back and I can't lay down[01:10.701] So when I die place my face to the ground[01:12.974] Full disrespect my self hatred is now[01:15.138] The only thing I have been thinking about[01:17.131][01:17.291] I've been solvin' my problem with drugs and some sex[01:19.533] A 5th and a zip got me feelin' correct[01:21.637] I ain't origami won't fold I won't bend[01:23.760] But deaths in depths of my head[01:27.141][01:28.259] These desires will blind you[01:32.418] And that's the start of the end[01:36.875] I'm just trying to remind you[01:41.035] I won't take part of pretend[01:44.457][01:44.468] Ion sleep I'll just rest when I'm dead[01:46.127] I don't forgive and I never forget[01:48.318] Used to sleep where my clothes would be kept[01:50.080] Used to sleep in the rain with no roof on my head[01:51.928][01:51.938] I've got drugs I got pain and regrets[01:53.747] Lifes got me failin' the test[01:55.237] What can you give when you've given your best[01:57.598] 100 percent nothin' less[01:59.218] Might as well rip my heart outta my chest[02:01.445] And leave me for dead[02:02.484][02:02.495] Last year alone I had 20 attempts[02:04.736] Had 20 doctors say I need the meds[02:06.951] Had 20 therapists mess with my head[02:09.105] Popped 10 beans and then ran outta breath[02:11.092][02:11.113] Saw the light but had no hand to guide me[02:12.832] I stumbled right through hell blindly[02:14.634] Fell back to earth, but I'm fine see[02:16.260] If you wanna die quick then go be just like me, yeah[02:20.489][02:20.657] These desires will blind you[02:24.876] And that's the start of the end[02:29.210] I'm just trying to remind you[02:33.456] I won't take part of pretend